Monday, February 22, 2010

glad!

i was totally fully occupied with work for the last 2 weeks. i don't have enough time to be spend with friends, i skipped my meals, i cut my sleeping hours and exhausted of keeping my daily routine done.

but i learned a lot. i learned from my patients. the learning issue that u can't get from the text book. the moral value that u can't surf on the net. the privillages of having family members. family that always be there for u no matter what.

mr.S had been amputated. he lost his limbs. both of them. and the wounds are still fresh. i can see the flesh, the bones and the arteries. because of the electrical burned, he was lying on the bad. and has to do so for the rest of his life. there, his wife was stand still. with a lot of hopes. she knew his husband cannot has his feet back, but she was praying he will survive. love had widened my eyes. love made me feel full.

miss.B got a tumor on her femur. she was so charming. i talked to her a day before she went to the operation room. to save her life, the team of doctors had decided to remove the tumor. pity her, a technical problem had occur during the process. an artery had been mistaken cut by the doctor. she lost a lot of blood. she was really pale and the blood pressure was drastically decreased. she needs blood. and hers was B. only 6% of human race got that. and the blood bank was out of stock. her family members gathered. each of them gave a pack of blood. but it wasn't enough. she needs more. so they kept on searching for others. and they succeeded. miss.B got enough blood, and her spirit will make her wake up from the comatous.

they have their own family members. i got mine too. and i spend the last weekends with my everdearest parents and my loving siblings. it was worth to spend a little time with them, and it pays all the tiredness for the whole month. i just can't wait to rejoin the family after 5 years away of staying in a boarding school, a year of matriculation, and 6 years of living abroad all my self alone completing my degree. and i still counting for the days to come....


p/s: i was not o close with the fam during my teenage age. but as a grown up, i knew fam is the most important thing in life. u don't like your fam, it means u hate your life. believe me, they complete you!

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